December de Acceptance

December falls, i don't think i'm okay, not today. when dad came home, he told me go upstairs, i close my eyes. a tear falls down, as i drop onto my bed, not again. my anger hits, as i hear mom cry again. things are confusing i don't know what i should turn to. should i run away? dad has gone crazy, the last time i think i might, put him in his place. i think i just might run away. december falls, and i forgot it's meaning, to look to christ. i'll help you dad, i'll show you there's a meaning. i think i should look to my heart.