Afraid to feel de Anacrusis

I paint myself on the silent wall
my my my my all
emotionless
so in control of nothingness
this stone-false face you're caged within
wears
You pour yourself out into the lonely thirst
quenching the emptiness within
but i frighten i frighten
i take your breath and smother
as you fight for your
i cling on for
for
So in so in control of nothingness
So in so in afraid to feel
i know you're there
too close to touch
i'm digging too
you're too clear to see
I frighten i frighten
i take your breath and smother
as you fight for your
i cling on for
for