A boys tale de Dare Devil

I feel that my world has been torn
There is no where for me to run,
no where for me to hide, and
nobody left to turn
There is absolutely nobody to turn to,
because i feel that nobody loves at all!!
I feel hated, unwanted and rejected by everyone!!
I'm not quite sure whether this is because of my own
may be i'm really just may be- may be god's punishing me!!!
But watever the reason, the consequences that i an rendering, is just killing me inside!!
My mind and my soul is now obscured by dark clouds,
clouds that are full of pain, misery, frustration and depression!!!
I don't kno who to talk i know who to
cause they'll all think i'm just crazy and toss my stories jus misunderstands
And these errors in my life jus keep going on and and over again-just like a sick cycle
And my depression state is almost on the verge, of overriding my will to carry
i'm confused- and i don't know what to
I know i am some where in between reality and
and i also know that i need a helping hand, to pull me back into reality, to what i was, rather than letting me on dreams!!
Truth is no one is reaching help me one!!!