Casting curses de Fairweather

Words don't contain subtlety tact eludes speech even in whispers
pieces of my broken thoughts mumble through my teeth you learn i can't keep myself straight
constant fight to know wants and let my energy be screamed out
you see my way before my eyes catch on and i don't trust you i can't keep myself straight
you're the first to hear me say it
and it's the last thing that she said that's got me thinking
it's the last thing that she said that changes everything
it's all i know it's everything
just stay right here
what i want to come true
will never be real
it's getting hard to see you
it's healthier to stay away from you now
she said you're the one she cant live without
and to those words i try to hold on
it's hard to know it time for me to go
misplaced by closeness, thoughts of friendship
fail to state the thoughts i have of us
you know you said
that i'm beautiful but what's beauty to you and
you wrote to me, said you missed me
but is that the best that you can do?