Addressee de Knapsack

Well fold this up
there's a message somewhere
and i don't know what it is
and i don't know that i care
And i pace myself
cuz' there's no traffic lights
to tell me when to stop
to make sure i do things right
A page of noise
to spell this out
to remind me what to do
who says i ever knew?
And i grind my gears
to get out of here
this mess demands my best
and i haven't seen my best for years

and i hope everyone won't see
because this all depends on me
the current addressee's not there
well this mess follows me everywhere
Well those this up
this message somewhere
and i don't know what it is
and i don't know that i care
And i pace myself
cuz' there's no traffic lights
to tell me when to stop
to make sure i do things right
A page of noise
to spell this out
to remind me what to do
who says i ever knew?
And i grind my gears
to get out of here
this mess demands my best
and i haven't seen my best for years

and i hope everyone won't see
because this all depends on me
the current addressee's not there
well this mess follows me everywhere