Change despair de Lagwagon

Everything that i've done here
into one in keeping
some earned conviction, some stagnation,
some change despair
disappointment and odds
in a costume you can't take off
i leave it behind. i know that
this time i get in for free
our latest rendition lame
reincarnate, return the same
still the best times are her now
now that i'm bored, now that i'm numb
done, i know this is wrong
safe in that stance but incomplete
leave it behind
i know that this time i get in for free
some of it's habitual
sometimes the change is not enough
and in the lost empathy
memories of better days