Absolution de My Ruin

I wanna live in the pretty sun
but daylight just makes me numb
so i cover up my stars with velvet drapes that kill rockstars,
change my mood lick my wounds.
trust will lead us to the truth
drown my self in misery
sleep with my enemy
destroyed my destiny
erase the
of you,
open my self to reveal my wounds and i find the memory of you.
i wanna die on darkest night when there is none left to fight
fill my bed with leopard fur
think of you inside of her
for my latest sin until i'm happy in my skin.
open my self to reveal my wounds and i find the memory of you
i ache for
i ache for us, i pray for
i pray for us, i wait for
i wait deny thy lover and refure thy name first,
last and always, when will you tell me the truth?
when will you tell you the truth?
when will you tell me the truth?
when you will you tell
my revenge on you will not kill you it will make you want to kill your self.