What Now de Rihanna

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying tears will follow
Weaker days I'm stronger now i
So I say theres something missing

Whatever it is
It feels like its laughing at me
Through the glass of a two sided mirror
Whatever it is
It's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out wait it out
What now?
What now?

I found the one he changed my life
But was it me that changed and he
Just happened to come at the right time
I'm suppose to be in love but I'm numb again

Whatever it is
It feels like its laughing at me
Through the glass of a two sided mirror
Whatever it is
It's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out wait it out
What now?
What now?

There's no one to call,
Cause I'm just playing games with them all
But the most where I'm happy,
The more I'm feeling alone
Cause I spend every hour just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone but I just wanna shout

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out wait it out
What now?
What now?

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why

So what now...