Fifteen rhema de Zao

My heart is deceived by
my eyes my actions in the name of beauty
i'm sickened and strangled
by myself that i would allow an unyielded desire to lead me astray
put to shame by my lack of trust i confess my faults with tears
Manifestations of your grace fill me
revelations of forgiveness wounds healed by wounds
the father's mercy
peace beyond understanding love from you
that i don't deserve
don't deserve
i shut my eyes i still my feelings
feelings, feelings
listening with closed eyes i rest in your guidance
i rest in your guidance
trusting you
sensing you i listen and hear
abide in me